Frustrated and disappointed with myself
I’m feeling extremely frustrated and disappointed with myself right now. The last two weeks have been very rough for me.
I want to apologize to my readers, as I have not followed through with my June challenge, but I have been unable to find the time nor the motivation to finish, and I am so sorry. I am feeling like I’ve let all of you down.
I’ve recently been trying to take on way too many projects, and in doing so, I’ve been neglecting the things that are important. I get overwhelmed pretty easily, and I should have known I was trying to do too much.
Because I’ve been trying to push myself, I have been struggling. I am feeling a little bit of my depression trying to creep back in, and my anxiety levels have definitely increased. I also have some personal things going on, and the combination has left me feeling exhausted and unmotivated.
All of this has left me feeling very frustrated and disappointed in myself, because I feel I should have seen this coming. I know myself pretty well, and I know better than to try and push myself too hard. I think I was feeling so good, I thought I could handle it this time.
I’m still here
I just wanted to let you all know I’m still here, I have no plans to go anywhere. I’m just going through a little rough patch, but I am ok, and I’m going to be ok. I am currently working on getting some of these things sorted out, so I can get back to focusing on my blog.
I’m also working on catching up things I’ve allowed to get behind, as I feel this is a necessary part of clearing my mind. Getting my thoughts more organized, and coming up with some sort of routine or schedule is also on my to-do list. I’ve been wanting to do this for awhile, as I think it will really help me plan my days better.
Hope all of you are doing well, and I plan on getting back into the swing of things by next week. I’m going to take this week to focus on catching up, and my goal is to have myself much more together.
Thank you all for being patient with me through all of this, and I am sorry I haven’t followed through with things like I should have. I hope you are all doing well, and I’m still here if any of you need anything at all!
Hope to see you all next week!